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today was a good day....went by fast...

got up around 11 ate some breakfast then took a shower

went to the bank. my money problem is all fixed thank god! wanted to run some errands but i didnt because i tend to spend money i dont have when i run errands. krystal came over at like 2. she had some wendys and i ate the brownies i made. then she left because we both had work at 3:15.

work was ummm alright i guess. it was soo hot! like 98 degrees. not even exaggerating. so my boss let us take our ties off and surprisingly it helped. i had about 12 tables and i walked with about $90 but i need it. i have a $89 phone bill due the 24th. so i came home and jakey was here. i cant believe he leaves for school on WED---yikes! but hes excited to go to a new shcool. so chris came over and we went to wendys i got one of those fix n mix frostys, good but made my stomach hurt like woah...

now they are laying on my couch (seperate-not together) and i am updating.

brothers engagment party tomorrow! very excited!!!

BIRTHDAY IN 5 DAYS [well in 7 minutes it will be 4 days]!!!!!!!!!

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Hey guys,

long time no write. that last entry was weird. i guess i was going through something...haha i'm crazy sometimes.

well i just got back from ocean city. it was a lot of fun. i went w/ my mommy. melissa stayed with us on monday and tuesday and chris came up for the day on thursday. he got my a "1 week till ur bday" bday present haha. a silver braclet with pink roses and pink diamonds. it's very cute and very thoughtful. i wonder what i'll get for my actual bday?? hm...haha baby you dont have to get me anything...unless you really want ;)

so i have been so busy and have been spending soo much money this summer. it's crazy. then something happened with my insurance. so now my account is overdrawn but it will be fixed by next week so i just dont have any money till next thursday which is good. it will give me time to save.

even though i love summer with my everything i am so excited for school. yea i will be regreting this statement in a bout 3 weeks haha. im just happy about getting into the flow of things again. i mean i am gonna miss everyone soo much. dan, tessa, erika, jake, chris...but i have chris till the end of september!! jake goes next wed dan goes the 25 and tessa goes the 27. i'm not sure when my love err goes back but i dont wanna know :(

i start school sept 1. yikes. that is soo soon but like i said i ams o happy. i have every class with my best friend meg! and then lots of classes w/ sammy and shann teez :) i'll prolly be over krystals like everyday too. if you dont know she moved into her own place. its so adorable. i love it there! i made her brownies tonight too haha.

so my nday is in 6 days. i'll be 19. thats pretty cool. my last year as a teenager. i cant wait to be 20. i dont know why i just like that number and i am even more excited about turning 21. we all know why but thats a ways a way so im not gonna think about that now.

god i hope i get into udel. if not ill be totally upset but i guess life will go on...i havnt even applied yet so again, im not gonna worry. ok well i better go i'm just rambling. i wonder if anyone even reads this. comment if you do. it'll be interesting haha

//<3\\ kelly

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still trying to figure out life.

birthday in 24 days

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La Bella Vive~ the beautiful life

What a great weekend this was! Friday I went to my Unlce Scotty's house around 11am and got to see my 2 little cousins (1 of them is my precious Goddaughter Ava) and we had so much fun together. We played in the backyard and my little cousin scotty is only 4 and talks like hes 15! Soo sweet.

Then I went home for a while and relaxed, Chris came over for a little and then I met up with my mom and we got pedi's and mani's for the wedding. I just got pinky nails. I was on a budget. But they turned out really cute. She rushed a little (they were so busy) but still a nice job! Then we headed over to the mall so my mom could get an outfit. She ended up with something cute and we went home and I went to bed.

Saturday morning I got up around 9 and went to my hair appt. All I got was a shampoo and Blowdry. $36. Never again. I mean don't get me wrong it was beautiful but omg, $36 is a lot for something I coulda done. So then I went to CVS to get some essentials. But here's the funny part, we had to leave at 12pm for Irene's Wedding. So doesn't my mom decide to take a nap at 11am. Yep, she woke up at 11:40 and we didn't leave the house until 12:45. The story of my life. haha anyway suprisingly we made it on time and WOW. That's all I have to say. The most beautiful wedding and bride I have ever seen. Cinderella Story.

So we danced the night away. Great music and Chris was a great date. He was such a sweet little dancer. Oh you should have seen him. Just like a little angel on the dance floor. We had a blast and I am soo happy for IRENE & BRIAN <3

Then after the wedding I slept over Krystal's house. We watched Highway Men and stayed up till like 2am talking about how much work sucks but I laughed my self to sleep. Woke up pretty early today and went to SIX FLAGS GREAT ADVENTURE! We went on about 7 rides and watched a magic show then went to my dads for a little. Then I came home got soem pizza with my mom and watched 2 movies with Chris (Goldmember & Road Trip) He left about 25 min ago :( But I have nothing to do tomorrow so I'm sure I'll see him <3

Ok hope everyone had a good weekend! Add me! Leave comments <3

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Hey Everyone <3

Today was such a lazy day. A good day but a real lazy one.

I woke up around 11am and took a shower. I met up with Chris during his break from bt school and we had lunch at the cherry hill mall which was like torture because I couldn't shop. I didn't work last night and at first it was fine but then I didn't realize how truley poor I am haha. Oh well it's ok, I'm working tomorrow :-D

After that I just came home and did nothing. I cleaned the house last night so I didn't even have any cleaning to do. Oprah was a repeat and Dr. Phil was boring. So now I am sitting here. Chris is studying, Megs at the shore and Jakes at work. Even though I have no money I might go to barnes and noble tonight. Get a Frap (they're cheap) and read.

My scheldule the next to weeks is gonna be busy busy. Here is when I'm working:

Tues (19): 11a-9p Thurs (21): 3:30-9 Fri (22): Host 4-8 Saturday (23): 10:45-3 Sunday (24): 2-9 Monday (25): Host 5-9:30 Tues (26) 11a-9p Wed (27) Host 11-2 Thursday (28): 3:45-9ish Friday (29) Host 11-2 Saturday (30) 3-10 Sunday (31) 2-9 MONDAY I HAVE OFF!! Yay!

But if you really look at it, its not too tough. And I'll be making a lot of money! No word on my car yet. Well thats the update. Call me <3

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haha everyone i know im cruuuzzzyy (thats "crazy" in white people language"...

anyway im starting to feel a little better. i know one day but sometimes a day makes all the difference. i worked 3-7 then hung out with meg. it was fun we went to dunkin donuts, wawa, and blockbuster. we got with good company. awesome movie. sucky ending. but still cute.

it was so much fun to hang with my girl...i love her! lol now where is sammy shann err and tessa!? haha just kidding im gonna be with my sweet lcf tomorrow <3

i also talked to karla on the phone today for like an hour. sucks we didn't hang out more this summer. i always laugh so hard when i talk to her. and she'll be leaving soon *sighh* hopefully we'll hang tomorrow and maybe wed (beach day maybe??)

annnddd i talked to ryan. yeah i know you haven't heard his name in a while. he's doing good. hopefully i'll see him this week cause he's off to cali next week w his fam :)

chris starts bartending school tomorrow! good luck baby!

nighty night <3 k

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I def feel extremely outta control of my life.

Like one week of vacation and everything is crazy. I have no money. Thats right my bank account is like $0.52...I'm working in a bout an hour but still what a yucky feeling to have no money. My car is up for sale and someone called ALREADY. i tried to return their call but they didn't answer. I started crying when I got the message. I have such emotional attachment to my car but I really need a new one. I just couldn't believe someone had called already. I only put her up for sale last night at like midnight and got a call at like 12pm today. I was out on a run so I missed the call.

I personally feel like mess too. I have so many cute cloths and yet I wear the same t shirt and sweat shorts every day....thats a yucky feeling too. Lemme tell ya. I'm white as a ghost and its the middle of July. I havn't really been to the beach and I want to go soo bad! Maybe I'll treat myself on Wed and go, that is if I have a car.

I'm waiting to hear back from Chris's Dad because I want him to go car shopping with me. He knows how to get the good deals. He just got Chris and Bren a 2002 Honda Accord for like $10, 000. I really want a black toyota corolla S with a sunroof and spoiler. I just dont want it less then an '02. So hopefully his dad can help me out.

I'm working tomorrow from like 2-8 as a hostess. Thats all I ever do anymore is work. But ya know what I really need the money. It just sucks though because I don't talk or hang out with anyone anymore. Except Chris and thats only after work when I am so tired for like an hour. Oh well my life will get back on track. Hopefully soon. Chris starts bartending school on Monday so I won't be seeing a lot of him. boo. He goes M-F 9-5 then comes home and studies but it's only a week. I can do it.

I really need to take Bella to the vet. She needs shots and she needs to get spayed. But unfourtunatly I can't afford it right now. My poor baby...she also needs to go to the groomers and get her nails cut. I am such a bad mother.

I wanted to clean the house and mow the lawn today to suprise my mom but I started spazzing out and never got aorund to it. I'm a very attached person and it is so hard for me to let things go. I know you're thinking don't sell your car but I really need too. She already has 126, 000 miles and counting. If I want any value for her now is the time to do it.

Ok I am gonna get off my ass and do something. I work today 3-9:30ish depending on how busy we are. I hope I make a lot of money :)

Thanks for reading. Comment and I'll love you forever. <3 Kelly <3

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i think i am secretly addicted to this thing. well i guess not to secretive :)

so i just got home from north carolina. i was there with my family and chris. it was a lot of fun. i went white water rafting, boating, chris and i fell into a river and i went for a long ride on my dads motorcycle. it was awesome. there was a little family drama but hey a 3 bedroom cottage with 17 people going in and out...yeah haha but it was fun.

i think i got a credit card in the mail today but it's weird. im gonna have my dad look at it. he is still in nc until sunday. lucky. i kinda want it to be a credit card. i need to build my credit but you can't get a credit card without having credit. it is so confusing. that's ok though i'll figure it out.

today (7/8) is sammy's bday :) i miss her. i miss all my girls. we drifted for a little do to vacations and work. but we'll be reunited again <3 lcf <3

tomorrow i am going car shopping. well window shopping. i am gonna put my car up for sale by sunday but i want to see whats out there first. i am asking $4250 or b/o so if you or anyone you know is interested!!

ok its time to finally sleep in my own bed with bella <3

goodnight everyone!!

<3 k dizzle